Jungle mei Bhalu, samosa mei Alu aur Bihar mei Lalu

The elections in Bihar are finally over and the mighty have been vanquished. Bihar, for all those who do not know, is the most backward state in India. Lawlessness and corruption are at unheard of levels there and the poverty of the people is appalling.

Lalu Prasad Yadav came to be epitomized as everything that was wrong about the state. His famous comment 'Jungle mei Bhalu, samosa mei Alu aur Bihar mei Lalu' has finally come undone. His successor has an unenviable task ahead of him. With a near bankrupt exchequer, a corrupt and demoralized bureaucracy and a non-existent State machinery, it is going to be a long road ahead for Nitish Kumar, the incumbent Chief Minister.

The upside for Nitish is also huge. If he were to raise himself above petty politics and prove to be an able administrator, ancient India’s bowl of wisdom can hopefully limp back to seeing better days and the epithet ‘Bihari’ would slowly lose its sheen!

(Photo courtsey 'Indiatimes.com' & 'Rediff.com')

An Ode to Calcutta Pujo - Vir Sanghvi

Most modern Indian cities strive to rise above ethnicity. Tell anybody who lives in Bombay that he lives in a Maharashtrian city and (unless of course, you are speaking to Bal Thackeray) he will take immediate offence. We are cosmopolitan, he will say indigenously. Tell a Delhiwalla that his is a Punjabi city (which, in many ways, it is) and he will respond with much self-righteous nonsense about being the nation's capital, about the international composition of the city's elite etc. And tell a Bangalorean that he lives in a Kannadiga city and you'll get lots of techno-gaff about the internet revolution and about how Bangalore is even more
cosmopolitan than Bombay.

But, the only way to understand what Calcutta is about is recognize that the city is essentially Bengali. What's more, no Bengali minds you saying that. Rather, he is proud of the fact. Calcutta's strengths and weaknesses mirror those of the Bengali character. It has the drawbacks: the sudden passions, the cheerful chaos, the utter contempt for mere commerce, the fiery response to the smallest provocation. And it has the strengths (actually, I think of the drawbacks as strengths in their own way). Calcutta embodies the Bengali love of culture; the triumph ofintellectualism over greed; the complete transparency of all emotions, the disdain with which hypocrisy and insincerity are treated; the warmth of genuine humanity; and the supremacy of emotion over all other aspects of human existence.

That's why Calcutta is not for everyone. You want your cities clean and green; stick to Delhi. You want your cities, rich and impersonal; go to Bombay. You want them high-tech and full of draught beer; Bangalore's your place. But if you want a city with a soul: come to Calcutta.

When I look back on the years I've spent in Calcutta - and I come back so many times each year that I often feel I've never been away - I don't remember the things that people remember about cities. When I think of London, I think of the vast open spaces of Hyde Park. When I think of New York, I think of the frenzy of Times Square. When I think of Tokyo, I think of the bright lights of Shinjiku. And when I think of Paris, I think of the Champs Elysee. But when I think of Calcutta, I never think of any one place. I don't focus on the greenery of the maidan, the beauty of the Victoria Memorial, the bustle of Burra Bazaror the splendour of the
new Howrah 'Bridge'. I think of people. Because, finally, a city is more than bricks and mortars, street lights and tarred roads. A city is the sum of its people. And who can ever forget or replicate - the people of Calcutta?

When I first came to live here, I was told that the city would grow on me. What nobody told me was that the city would change my life. It was in Calcutta that I learnt about true warmth; about simple human decency; about love and friendship; about emotions and caring; about truth and honesty. I learnt other things too. Coming from Bombay as I did, it was a revelation to live in a city where people judged each other on the things that really mattered; where they recognized that being rich did not make you a better person - in fact, it might have the opposite effect. I learnt also that if life is about more than just money, it is about the things that other cities ignore; about culture, about ideas, about art, and about passion.

In Bombay, a man with a relatively low income will salt some of it away for the day when he gets a stock market tip. In Calcutta, a man with exactly the same income will not know the difference between a debenture and a dividend. But he will spend his money on the things that matter. Each morning, he will read at least two newspapers and develop sharply etched views on the state of the world. Each evening, there will be fresh (ideally, fresh-water or river) fish on his table. His children will be encouraged to learn to dance or sing. His family will appreciate the power of poetry. And for him, religion and culture will be in inextricably bound together.

Ah religion! Tell outsiders about the importance of Puja in Calcutta and they'll scoff. Don't be silly, they'll say. Puja is a religious festival. And Bengal has voted for the CPM since 1977. How can godless Bengal be so hung up on a religions festival? I never know how to explain them that to a Bengali, religion consists of much more than shouting Jai Shri Ram or pulling down somebody's mosque. It has little to do with meaningless ritual or sinister political activity.

The essence of Puja is that all the passions of Bengal converge: emotion, culture, the love of life, the warmth of being together, the joy of celebration, the pride in artistic _expression and yes, the cult of the goddess. It may be about religion. But is about much more than just worship. In which other part of India would small, not particularly well-off localities, vie with each other to produce the best pandals? Where else could puja pandals go beyond religion to draw inspiration from everything else? In the years I lived in Calcutta, the pandals featured Amitabh Bachchan, Princes Diana and even Saddam Hussain! Where else would children cry with the sheer emotional power of Dashimi, upset that the Goddess had left their homes? Where else would the whole city gooseflesh when the dhakis first begin to beat their drums? Which other Indian festival - in any part of the country - is so much about food, about going from one roadside stall to another, following your nose as it trails the smells of cooking?

To understand Puja, you must understand Calcutta. And to understand Calcutta, you must understand the Bengali. It's not easy. Certainly, you can't do it till you come and live here, till you let Calcutta suffuse your being, invade your bloodstream and steal your soul. But once you have, you'll love Calcutta forever. Wherever you go, a bit of Calcutta will go with you. I know, because it's happened to me. And every Puja, I am overcome by the magic of Bengal. It's a feeling that'll never go away.

La Figlia Che Piange (T. S. Eliot)

The second in the series of poems by T S Eliot that I am posting. Again among one of my own personal favourites.
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La Figlia Che Piange
T. S. Eliot

Stand on the highest pavement of the stair--
Lean on a garden urn--
Weave, weave the sunlight in your hair--
Clasp your flowers to you with a pained surprise--
Fling them to the ground and turn
With a fugitive resentment in your eyes:
But weave, weave the sunlight in your hair.

So I would have had him leave,
So I would have had her stand and grieve,
So he would have left
As the soul leaves the body torn and bruised
As the mind deserts the body it has used.
I should find
Some way incomparably light and deft,
Some way we both should understand,
Simple and faithless as a smile and shake of the hand.

She turned away, but with the autumn weather
Compelled my imagination many days,
Many days and many hours:
Her hair over her arms and her arms full of flowers.
And I wonder how they should have been together!
I should have lost a gesture and a pose.
Sometimes these cogitations still amaze
The troubled midnight and the noon’s repose.

The Love Song of Alfred J Prufrock.....

T S Eliot is among my most favourite poets. I would be uploading on my blog some of his best poems that I personally love! The Love Song of Alfred J Prufrock is the first among the series. With T S Eliot you got to read his poems over and over again, and with each new reading you discover a new meaning... a stanza that stands out...the masterful weaving of words...is short just cool!

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The Love Song of Alfred J Prufrock (T S Eliot)

S’io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s’i’odo il vero,
Senza tema d’infamia ti rispondo.

Let us go then,
You and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question ...
Oh, do not ask, “What is it?”
Let us go and make our visit.
In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.

The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes,
The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window-panes,
Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening,
Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains,
Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys,
Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap,
And seeing that it was a soft October night,
Curled once about the house, and fell asleep.
And indeed there will be time
For the yellow smoke that slides along the street,
Rubbing its back upon the window-panes;
There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea.

In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.

And indeed there will be time
To wonder, “Do I dare?” and, “Do I dare?”
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald spot in the middle of my hair—
(They will say: “How his hair is growing thin!”)
My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin,
My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin—
(They will say: “But how his arms and legs are thin!”)
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.

For I have known them all already, known them all:
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.

So how should I presume?
And I have known the eyes already, known them all—
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?
And I have known the arms already, known them all—
Arms that are braceleted and white and bare
(But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!)
Is it perfume from a dress
That makes me so digress?
Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl.
And should I then presume?
And how should I begin?

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows? ...
I should have been a pair of ragged claws
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
Smoothed by long fingers,
Asleep ... tired ... or it malingers,
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
Though I have seen my head (grown slightly bald) brought in upon a platter,
I am no prophet—and here’s no great matter;
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker,
And in short, I was afraid.

And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it toward some overwhelming question,
To say: “I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all”—
If one, settling a pillow by her head,
Should say: “That is not what I meant at all;
That is not it, at all.”

And would it have been worth it, after all,
Would it have been worth while,
After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets,
After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor—
And this, and so much more?--
It is impossible to say just what I mean!
But as if a magic lantern threw the nerves in patterns on a screen:
Would it have been worth while
If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl,
And turning toward the window, should say:
“That is not it at all,
That is not what I meant, at all.”

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two,
Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse;
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous—
Almost, at times, the Fool.

I grow old ... I grow old ...
I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled.
Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.
I do not think that they will sing to me.
I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.
We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.

Different forms of the Goddess.......

The festive season is all but over for this year and we are all getting ready for the coming year. This was our first puja, after relocating to Kolkata. The puja's at Kolkata are unlike any other puja's in this land. I have been privy to watching Puja's in Shillong, Varanasi and Delhi and the pujas at Kolkata take the cake! There are 3 things, atleast to my mind, that makes the Kolkata pujas what they are; a) The crowds, boy! you got to hand the cake to the bongs for their propensity to crowd into even the smallest of small pujas. B) Artistic sense & creativity - starting from the pandals to the 'Protima' (idol) to the lighting - everything oozes creativity, c) Rolls! Unlike other places, the food that is available at almost all the pandals swings between rolls, chowmein and jhal muri/bhelpuri (made with puffed rice!). The lack of choices for puja food at the pandals is plain frustrating! The only way to access good grub is to go into a restaurant which is not anywhere near the pandals!

Some of Kolkata creativity here...! Enjoy!!

Where are we headed to????

That's what we are hurtling towards....

Africa or the US of A

Spot the difference! Is this shot from Africa or the United States.

Nature - the greatest leveller of all does not distinguish between the rich and poor, the 'haves' and the 'have-nots'. At the end of the day we are all humans! We may try to be different, and put all our energies to achieve that aim but nature has a way of showing where we all come from and the universality of suffering.


(Photograph Courtsey and Copyright: Willie J Allen/AP)

OM - the root of all words

The most sacred symbol in Hindu dharma. OM (Aum) is the sound of the infinite. Aum is said to be the essence of all mantras, the highest of all matras or di vine word (shabda), brahman (ultimate reality) itself. Aum is said to be the essence of the Vedas.

The three portions of AUM relate to the states of waking, dream and deep sleep and the three gunas (tamas, rajas, satva)

The lovliest explanation of OM is found within the ancient Vedic and Sanskrit traditions. One can read about OM in the Manduka Upanishad, which explains the four elements of AUM as an allegory of the four planes of consciousness.

"A" (pronounced "AH" as in "father") resonates in the center of the mouth. It represents normal waking consciousness, in which subject and object exist as separate entities. This is the level of mechanics, science, logical reason, the lower three chakras. Matter exists on a gross level, is stable and slow to change.

Then the sound "U" (pronounced as in "who") transfers the sense of vibration to the back of the mouth, and shifts the allegory to the level of dream consciousness. Here, object and subject become intertwined in awareness. Both are contained within us. Matter becomes subtle, more fluid, rapidly changing. This is the realm of dreams, divinities, imagination, the inner world.

"M" is the third element, humming with lips gently closed. This sound resonates forward in the mouth and buzzes throughout the head. (Try it!) This sound represents the realm of deep, dreamless sleep. There is neither observing subject nor observed object. All are one, and nothing. Only pure consciousness exists, unseen, pristine, latent, covered with darkness. This is the cosmic night, the interval between cycles of creation, the womb of the divine Mother.

The Gang reassembles .... bit by bit

The school gang. Part of my project to trace the St John's school gang that I hung out with. The gang members - Sumit Samant, Sudeb Dasgupta, Amit Bose, me, Rubella Sanyal and Chandrima Sanyal. I been able to locate Sudeb and Rubella. Re-established links with Sudeb, Amit and dropped Rubella a mail. Hope she responds! (Latest Update (8/26): Hit pay dirt! Rubella has responded and you should see my smile!)



Rubella (Sanyal) Goswami, Sudeb Dasgupta

Rubella is currently a postdoctoral research scientist at Simon Fraser University in Burnaby, British Columbia. Sudeb has a PhD in Electronics from IT-BHU and is now an Asst. Professor in the Department of Electronics Engineering at Indian School of Mines, Dhanbad.

Psst..I hope you guys don't mind my putting up your snaps. Let me know if you want them to be pulled down!

@ Simla

Me and Mithu


Snap from our Simla trip. This was taken during our return journey. Will upload more snaps as and when I get the time.

Cheers!

Da Vinci Code

One of the reasons that the Da Vinci Code has been so hugely successful, apart from a sense of mystery and intrigue, to my mind, is the innate wish of any human being to find GOD. The data that has been used as the premise for the book may be right or wrong but that's not the issue
For some the urge to find God and a deeper meaning to life is strong enough to lead an intensely spiritual life. For others the urge lies suppressed beneath the busy lives that we live. A book like the Da Vinci Code opens that little window in us through which we try and search for answers. We are reading and constantly challenging our own notions and what we have been taught on religion, God etc etc, irrespective of the religion. Christians will feel more strongly since it is their religion that is being discussed here. Why is then there such a strong and passionate debate on the book?
As a Hindu I find it easier to attempt to understand the reason. I am God and He is me - that's the essence of what our religion teaches, and is the principle premise of our religion. Blasphemous thought some would say! It is extremely difficult to understand this concept. If I am God than who is God? If I am the perfect ONE why would I then need GOD? Questions like these and a host of others will come to your mind. We cannot imagine a God who is like us. We cannot bring Him down to the human plane and still see Him as God. Our definition of God is different! God has his own abode, a place much higher than the human plane and someone whom we look up to. That’s the reason for the passionate debate! We debate for our notion of God! We disagree and write texts that show how Mr. Brown has been wrong in his data. Those who accept the book do not necessarily accept the data but can somehow inwardly relate to God on a human plane. For others the very notion of God on a human plane is abhorrent and they strive to put Him on a plane that is higher than us, a place that is rightfully His. This debate takes many tones – religion, facts, history etc, but each comes back to the very heart of the debate – Our definition of God!

Sri Aurobindo - a snippet ..

Sri Aurobindo
Originally uploaded by Antu.

"The earliest formula of Wisdom promises to be its last, - God, Light, Freedom, Immortality."

- Sri

I simply call Him Sri. The greatness of the man is simply Wow! A super-soul, not to be expressed in words. In any case I find words to be inadequate to even try and express Sri

Busy Day...

Had a hectic and up-to-the-neck busy day. Its 7:00 PM India time and am waiting for my boss to come back. He's out visiting an uncle of his who has had to be hospitalised. This guy is going thru a rough patch! Me thought why not try and key in a few lines in the breather that I have got. Want to go out and steal a smoke too but writing, ah! that's my first love. Got a load of work out of my way but with the pending work getting postponed the s**t is going to hit the fan soon! The infernal mailbox has again crackled to life and I better get going, first my smoke then the rest.

Change of Scene

Has been ages since I have last used my blog and a lot of water (gallons in fact!) has flowed under the bridge since then. I have had a big change of scene and have transplanted myself in a new city - Kolkata. I am no longer a Delhiete (How do u spell the stuff?) and long live the King! Phew! What a breath of fresh air. Somewhere from the middle of last year I got extremely disenchanted with Delhi - the people, the traffic, my neighbors - the whole freaking lot! To top it all working along with Kiran (someday I gonna write about it!) really took me off the hinghes. Such a lot of missed opportunities to really build a good, classy technology and consulting organisation. Yes! I will write about that also.

Coming to Kolkata was a pure chance. When I last visited my Dad during my mother's first 'back-to-home' (I had lost her last year right after the Durga Pujas) anniversary we were discussing how nice it would be if we could all live together. Back to Delhi I don't know what (maybe Ma!) made me ring up Jishnu, and lo and behold! I find the guy landed in Kolkata! My CV gets mailed, I get interviewed and land a job in the same organisation where Jishnu works.

Packing up was in a real frenzy. Shifted out of Delhi lock, stock and barrel in flat 10 days. Just ran out of there. I am enjoying staying with my Dad and small bro after 14 long years, Yeah! similar to Lord Rama's 'banabash'.